I look at all realities crumbling
I seek out any flares
an evolving
to pull me way out
In the stratosphere
where I can meet you when I need air
I cannot let me rot any longer
I’m a swan got me bummed
how I’m caged here
like a ticking
fucking time bomb
I’m just so numb
I’m just so done
getting off on my thoughts like it don’t hurt
got me really cut off in a slow burn
so misleading bottom feeding
on what could be never ending
too distraught to fend off every drainer
everyone’s got a battle to conquer
but I really won’t last
better get here real fast
I’m just doing my best
now do you exists
whenever I’m awaking
I never want to leave
I try to pace my mind escaping
you make me want to go back wanna go back
inner world of synaps
Ya I like that
I try to stay , I’ll test my fate
Cling to every fantasy
bring to life what’s shadowing
I’m boundless like clouds
like clouds
so relentless , what u do to me
I let my mind get way ahead of me
when my own eyes can’t tell me what is real
like clouds looming over everything I do
it’s only you the drug that gets me through
I follow you I know you take me there
I follow you into my own despair
it’s not hard for me to spiral into fuck knows where
Fuck knows where I’ll be unfolding now
fucked up
when I lay here
I’ll whither away then
I just want to fade then
cause I know when I wake up
I won’t I’ll be vacant
I’ll just want to trade in
I’m caught like a moth
I’m lost and done faking
I don’t want to wake up
I know I’ll be vacant
I just want to trade in
credits
released November 24, 2021
written/performed/produced by BONNIE BAXTER
engineered/co-produced/mixed by NICO KENNEDY
mastered by DAVID LITTLE
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